and i belong to?

I suddenly overheard You belong to me – LifeHouse

see the pyramids around the Nile
watch the sunrise from a tropic isle
just remember darling all the while
you belong to me

see the marketplace in old Angier
send me photographs and souvenirs
just remember when a dream appears
you belong to me

and I’ll be so alone without you
maybe you’ll be lonesome too

fly the ocean in a silver plane
see the jungle when it’s wet with rain
just remember till you’re home again
you belong to me

oh I’ll be so alone without you
maybe you’ll be lonesome too

fly the ocean in a silver plane
see the jungle when it’s wet with rain
just remember till you’re home again
you belong to me

you were there, stood and set me free to reach all my dreams and desire
you were there, supported and proud of me
you were there, said that you’d be waiting for me to you..
yes…you were

My answer (?)

another interesting conversation with friend
“..when you can’t be with the one you love?will you stay with the one who loves you?”
If it’s you..what’s your answer?..hehehe…
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it’s not about having relationship..married, status or whatever..I believe i would have if i wanted to (kinda over confidence :p) but it’s about to live with love..

Yet, i don’t want to answer the question..but another conversation with someone, “so..what’s your wish?”
me? i wanna fall in love again..no matter if it would be more difficult than it was before..no matter if i got to be hurt again, no matter if i got to fight more for him..but i want to fall in love..not simply as relationship..since i know, i’m kinda person who live for the fullest

so..what do you think i would answer for the first question?? figure it by yourself :p

Indonesian Culture Exhibition 2011 – We are Indonesian and we are proud of it!

You know, it’s been 4 days, but still i feel the euphoria of our amazing Indonesian Culture Exhibition,
Yes, we, Indonesian Students in National Taiwan University of Science and Technology (NTUST), just organized the biggest annual event called ICE or Indonesian Culture Exhibition, on March 10 and 11
It’s not only because my English is not that good, but it’s also because i cannot find the proper words to express my pride of being an Indonesian Student!!! I’m not saying something exaggerate, but yes it is..you would never imagine how great we felt at that time
Chosing “Indonesia in Wonderful Diversity” as the theme, We prepared the event since 4 month ago, and somehow, i ought to say that it’s not easy,in the beginning some people said the concept we proposed was too much, a bit unrealistic, but we stayed cool tough, sometimes we had a bit fight and argued to each other, sometimes we were too busy (or pretended to be busy) to spare times for preparing the event..but we did through it all..and there was it, the event was held on March 10 and 11 2011
The event itself has 2 major important sessions: Workshop&Exhibition which was held in IB building 1st floor for one and a half day, and also Evening Cultural Performance which was held in Research Building as the grand closing of spectacular ICE 2011
Well…i won’t talk too much, because sometimes pictures talk much..much better than words, so just enjoy the pictures, wish you can feel the pride that we deeply felt at the moment..

Workshop and Exhibition

Traditional Market and Culinary Stand

Traditional Music and Instrument Stand

Bakiak Competition - Traditional Games Stand

Rope Game - Traditional Games Stand

Batik Stand

National Costume Stand

and many other pictures are available here

And overall, i would firmly say that the exhibition run great, and we got very positive feedbacks from most of visitors, well, we booked for more than 650 non Indonesian visitors…yayyy…

Evening Culture Performance

Saman Dance - Aceh

Rantak Dance - Sumatra

Me, singing Javanese Traditional Song (Nembang)

Javanese Drama Musical

Kayau Dance - Kalimantan

Pakarena Dance - Sulawesi

Papua Dance

Me, Dancing Jaipong - West Java

and here is the closing, the amazing and unforgettable moment ever

The Spectacular closing of Indonesian Culture Exhibition 2011

and some other pictures are also available here

See..it was an amazing moments, amazing event, presented by amazing us in an amazing night, we even record that the auditorium was over capacity, thank you for all your interest and enthusiasm to see our performance
and personally i would also like to say thank you to all my fiends, the ICE 2011 committee, for all the restless and wonderful effort, and i’m sorry for any inconvenience during the times we worked together (haha..i know i’m kinda pushy and demand person, and no doubt i’m super hyperactive and talk too much :p)..thank for finally we make all the obsession come true! we make it guys!!

Yes, We are Indonesian Student, and we are proud of it, See you in Indonesian Culture Exhibition 2012

my ‘semi diet’ consultant

i lost some grams (or Kgs) of my weight during the winter vacation -yeah, i traveled alot- and stimulated by that, i started to calculate and think what i should and shouldn’t eat.
And well, i even have my “consultant” i made him as my consultant, or he made himself as my consultant -vice versa- and you know, you can’t imagine how he makes me
“Tina you cannot mix between protein and carbo, it has bad effect to your stomach”
“hey Tina..you know you cannot eat that every day..”
“you cannot eat fried, you cannot eat banana..tapioka..that one this one..bla..bla..bla..”
“if you’re going to make me as my consultant don’t argue, just follow my instruction”
Yeaah..those are words that I hear a lot from him..
But d you know, he is also the one who ruins all my program and my commitment, especially when he gets bored and don’t know what to do, because at those time, he takes me out to night market, or anywhere..to eat!!
Couple days ago he took me to Shilin night market, to eat a lot fried and unhealthy -but delicious- foods, like seafood omelet, stinky tofu, empanada, milk tea and 2 big portion of ice cream. Today (well so, it’s yesterday) he took me to cinema and eat a big portion of luwei that i couldn’t even finish it, and that’s not enough, an hour after we came back school he said that he’s bored and took me to have pizza, cocktail, some pieces of two peck cheese and a glass of fruit juice..(well we burned the callorie by around 1 hour biking, but..that’s not enough)
see? what a consultant!! haha..but at least i’m happy, first: i didn’t need to pay for some food, since he paid , second: if i fail with my ‘semi diet’ i have him to blame =))
and one more thing about his concern to my style, lately he so concern and insist for me having a new hair cut!
again! what a consultant he is, and he is named Leo
thank you dude

for you are the reason why…

I just experienced a touchy coffee time with a friend, when we brought up conversation about happiness, the way we face life, deal with problems, emmmm…sounds too serious to have during nice evening coffee time, but it’s not, we just talked this and that when finally we came into the conversation, and one of his question that i always know how to answer is

” Tina, why are you always look happy, and smile, even yeah..i know it’s kinda normal finding you scream, cry, moody, but it’s just like by nature you’re happy person”
I don’t memorize what exactly the words are, but i memorize his question how i am so cheerful, even he knows, he read many of my posts are written in a sad mood
you know what my answer is?? i give you my truly reason

“Because i cannot let myself fall into sadness, for i know, even no body knows, but there are ones that will be also sad with me: God, my mama; in unexplainable chain, called love”

i tell you, this is my trully reason, i always remember every time i fell so down and sad, i remember, a beautiful and such peacefully person..yeah..she’s my mom, talked to me; even i cover my best, but, somehow, somewhat she will always feel when i am sad, and God as well..because they are ones who love me most

and me??i love my mom too much to let her feel my sorrow, and i admire God too much to be unhappy for every uncounted grace

Thanks to be God, for i have such a great mama, papa.. for you..i will never let myself fall into sadness

i’m on my shoes..

Have you ever thought that everyone has his/ her shares of pain..
and each of us has our own way to deal with it
some choose to hide behind the perfect smile
some choose to cover in a such looked- cold hearted
some choose to pity themselves and stand under the shadow of the pain..

we would never really know, for us to have right to judge what should and what shouldn’t, yea..we never stand on their shoes..

me? i’m perfectly extrovert and i am perfectly introvert as well
don’t try to guess what’s behind my chase

let’s just try to discover how beautiful life is with smile and optimism..
we could never change what happened in past, but surely we could choose, or at least try to choose the bright way in future

life maybe painful, but..it gives you more happiness though..
so..which one you choose??? up to you..we have no any right to judge..