People say, there are many things that can’t be solved by logic, nor sense..let’s say like feeling and heartache
But…
There are sometimes that we do really want to sense it, just to make it reasonable and easier to deal with..don’t you?
because i do..I am trying to sense how the heartache come up..i even make the research what the hormones involve into, scientifically reasons behind the heartbreak, and tears.. and this explanation sounds make sense for me
But..again..somehow..there many things unsolved
somebody tell me please..
why such simple words, which sometimes i know are not meant to hurt could make something spread from inside my chest, choke up my throat and send tears to my eyes..and i have to fight to have a bit cough to clear my throat , blink my eyes to wipe the tears away..and needs minutes to make it feels lighter and accept it that way..
If it does work, it may just leaves kind of hurt breathless, but the worst if it doesn’t work, it disturbs my mood, and leave some mark inside..
somebody tell me why…
somebody tell me, what things spread out from the chest, how to stop it..so i can stop hitting my own chest
I’m just too old to deal with…
And i really hate myself when such simple words and jokes even drive me to burst into tears..
